I'm Tired

Everyday I waking up feeling like I am going to do the same thing. And I mean how boring is that? This year for my senior year I want to make it the best year, and then from there gradually start making them better. I want a new excitement to look forward to, and say I did it. I want to change the way I am with everyone. I'm to nice, and just wanna fit in with the boys. But that isn't how it works all the time.I'm a girl and i need to start acting like one. 

If people have the time to judge you why cant they take the time to get to know you instead. I'm so tired of how when I say I'm from orange county everyone says I'm rich. I could careless if I was or not. I have a roof over my head and my friends to help me stay on my feet. I'm tired of me thinking guys are going to make my life so much better...because reality is, that they wont. They make it more of a challenge and less time to think about yourself. I'm tired of settling for less then I deserve. Because if any guy wants to be with me, he can take the time to find me out without us playing "20 questions" nothing is going to be rushed anymore. I'm going to do me this year, and that's all I'm going to care about. i just want to be friends with everyone.

Slip n Slide

today was AWESOME, we had the biggest slip n slide ever on a hill that took time to put it all together for people to just ruin it (: we had 2 different tarps, and it ended up being the best experience ever ! but i don't understand why you would go to a function like that and then sit there in clothes. just doesn't make sense to me at all... my house after was fun too with tacos (:

things will never be the same.

so yesturday was all pretty much planned and then things start to change people are there that were never gonna be there and then everything just went down hill from there. why cant people just be straight forward and not beat around the truth? it is honestly saves a lot more time and less people get mad or have to fight about it. and then after they ditch you the still expect to hang out later that night and be totally cool....no! also people need to stop assuming what they think they know because they really dont.

hmmmm

so i deffinatly dont know what to write about because im not mad at anyone or having any bad days soooooo, thats pretty much all for my first blogg (:

-thanks torrie for getting me started, hahhahah